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Monday, March 2, 2009
For the Sake of Love...
Alright...so I never really write "Love" poems it's just never anything I feel like need to talk about usually I guess. But one day I was thinkin about some things/people/instances and wrote some stuff down....
I'm admitting something that I don't do for a lot of guys.
I'm in love with you and I don't know why,
if I'm saying I'm not, I"m telling a lie,
I'm really in love with you and I don't know why.
For four long years of my life I've beena constant friend,
through thick and thin
through all of your trifling girlfriends,
throwin you for a whirlwind,
but I was the eye in your hurricane,
the chemo for your cancerous membranes....
rather, that's how it seemed though,
but the truth time does show,
how you really feel or felt, I doubt I'll ever know
maybe i was just a set of ears for you,
that's okay, because I wanted to hear for you
I wanted to be near for you,
I was readily available I tried to make that clear for you.
But away you walked each everytime to another passing dime
or whatever you want to call it,
She wasn't ever me, and there was never a "we"
It's still intrigues me how this could be.
I just wanted to be your rock of Gibraltar,
while standing at the altar,
I would never let you falter,
but instead, you fucked around and called her
Now I'm here,
soaked in tears,
This is the sum of all my fears
Loneliness at its best and me at my worst
I love you and it hurts because you don't love me back.
These feelings I'm not able to retract
I can't pinpoint where they came from exact,
but I know they grow stronger when we make contact.
If we make contact at all,
that doesn't happen anymore,
it used to happen before,
but that was before we opened the door to a new level of friendship
and then it was over for that friend shit
Where the fuck it went,
no clue,
but I know I miss it.
Alright...welll there you go, lol i tried.
MszEdukated. outtaahereee
I'm admitting something that I don't do for a lot of guys.
I'm in love with you and I don't know why,
if I'm saying I'm not, I"m telling a lie,
I'm really in love with you and I don't know why.
For four long years of my life I've beena constant friend,
through thick and thin
through all of your trifling girlfriends,
throwin you for a whirlwind,
but I was the eye in your hurricane,
the chemo for your cancerous membranes....
rather, that's how it seemed though,
but the truth time does show,
how you really feel or felt, I doubt I'll ever know
maybe i was just a set of ears for you,
that's okay, because I wanted to hear for you
I wanted to be near for you,
I was readily available I tried to make that clear for you.
But away you walked each everytime to another passing dime
or whatever you want to call it,
She wasn't ever me, and there was never a "we"
It's still intrigues me how this could be.
I just wanted to be your rock of Gibraltar,
while standing at the altar,
I would never let you falter,
but instead, you fucked around and called her
Now I'm here,
soaked in tears,
This is the sum of all my fears
Loneliness at its best and me at my worst
I love you and it hurts because you don't love me back.
These feelings I'm not able to retract
I can't pinpoint where they came from exact,
but I know they grow stronger when we make contact.
If we make contact at all,
that doesn't happen anymore,
it used to happen before,
but that was before we opened the door to a new level of friendship
and then it was over for that friend shit
Where the fuck it went,
no clue,
but I know I miss it.
Alright...welll there you go, lol i tried.
MszEdukated. outtaahereee
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